Magic Mark

theres no point.

if you fucking cared it wouldnt be an issue.

if you cared you would be excited to do something anything with me

you wouldnt be scared of a fucking movie phonecall date

you would make the same effort i do.

you wouldnt “forget” to mention dinner was finished or that you werent going to eat cause you knew what i wanted to do after.

this whole fucking relationship is one sided and im so sick of it.

ive said it a hundred times if it doesnt change we arent going to work.

this whole thing is such a poisonous relationship its sickening.

i hate this. all the trying and failing is fucking so demeaning and so ugh!

open up. its the last time im saying it. otherwise were done. seriously i cant take it anymore.

seriously what harm is there in this?

how do you expect to make wedding plans if you cant even talk to me on the phone?

what about this makes you marriage material if your too closed up to … fucking do anythingQ!!!!!!! nugh im so pissed its not even funny and yes this time it is your fault and you can fix it.

the problem is you wont.

im wasting my time and there is no point.

i knew it.

todat was a poop day. i knew it was going to be the second i woke up.

imissyou

uhohcicero:

You are my sunshine,

my only sunshine,

you make me happy when skies are grey.

You’ll never know, Dear, how much i love you.

Please, don’t take my sunshine away…

Nim… What part of quit contacting her did you not understand?

Time for tumblr. Time for phone calls. Get your priorities straight. Ugh.

I hate facebook. And tumblr and instagram. Its all bullshit. It s just a bunch of happy and easy going couples. I havent see or heard my girlfriend for days… Not for lack of trying. Longer before the last weekend. Im tired of failing. Something better change cause right now… Its not worth it.

uhohcicero:

yourbro:

this

Yep

so i just bought a frozen pizza and subscribed to netflix… should i come get you? :3

i answered these for her

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? stupid boyfriend troubles

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? everyday
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? yes. he doesnt thank god
4: Do you find it easy to trust others? absolutly not
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? sleeping
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? i wouldnt be but if i was it would be him
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? she wont have to worry about that ever
8: Are you close with your dad? she puerto rican. nothing comes before family
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? no. unfortunatly.. could have though.
10: What are you listening to? jass or showtunes usually
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? probably coke. or water not sure
12. Do you like hickeys? giving prolly getting no
13: What time do you go to bed? early like 11 pm ish
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? i let her down all the time.. almost daily
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? idk she prolly always used both hands
16: Do you always answer your texts? no
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? not yet
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? prolly yesterday or day before
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? idk
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? idk
21: Is anyone else in the room with you? maybe momma
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? im sure
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? no i don t think so close though
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? idk
25: In the past week, have you cried? yes
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? im gonna guess either sky blue or white
27: Do people ever call you by your last name? prolly
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? not i
29: Do you have a best friend? yes
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? shed be crushed
31: Who was your last call from? idk
32: Are you mad at anyone? me. prolly herself a little
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? 22
35: How many more days until your birthday? roughly 5 months
36: Do you have any summer plans yet? get a job
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? i suppose so
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? doubtful
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? if so i want to hear it
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? yes i bet she has
41: Do you think age matters in relationships? shell say no but it does to her
42: Are you available? no. taken. hes a protective ass when it comes to this subject
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? its not over. yet for her but id hope only one
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? either nose or eyebrows
45: Do you believe exes can be friends? not her exes
46: Do you regret anything? yes. she. does.
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? sadness.
48: Did you ever lose a best friend? i hope not. prolly though
49: Was your last kiss a mistake? only time will tell
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? hopefully shes with him
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? yes. once.
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? everyday
53: What was the last thing you ate? cake and icecream?
54: Did you get any compliments today? yes
55: Where are you going on your next vacation? disney with him
56: Do you own anything from other countries? yes
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? girls?
58: Where have you lived most of your life? florida? or puerto rico
59: When was the last time you took a long drive? state?
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? no.
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? no.
62: Who do you text the most? mark smith?
63: What was the last movie you saw? was with your mom i know that
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? he hates his ex.
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010? im gonna say 4
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? no
67: Do you curse around your parents? no
68: Are you happy with where you live? no she belongs in new york
69: Do you collect anything? umm maybe idk
70: What’s your favourite colour? green
71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone? yeah
72: Has anyone ever cheated on you? im not sure
73: What are your plans for tomorrow? craft fair. homework.
74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one? two right?
75: Does your last ex have a job? doubtful
76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship? shrug it of hes not a part of her life
77: Where is your cellphone? in her hand texting me right now
78: What colour is your cellphone? red? idr
79: What did you dream of last night? nada.
80: Are you atheist? christian
81: Will you change your name when you get married? yes. nicole marie ramos smith hopefully
82: Are you ready for autumn weather? her favorite
83: Have you had any big storms recently? yes
84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing? pj bottoms

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ill be damned if every word of this isnt true.

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